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i want to cry :"(


there's nothing i can do more for you
all i have is yours
but, your love is not mine
i don't know why
but i still love you till now
until you broke my life

all my time
every night
all part of my heart
all part of my brain
i just spent that to thinking of you
just thinking of you

i'm so tired of this life
i want to cry
i want to die
i want that you never come to my life
and repeat all the time
all the time i spent with you
and all my dark life is gone
and change to a white clean paper
and start a new life


if i can do that
i dont want to broke my life again
don't want to broke my heart again
i dont want to write my clean paper with a black pen
i just want to study hard
and make my parents proud of me

i want to talk to you that i love you very much now
but i can't
i can't do that
cause i know you never be mine



by : Siphra Velisya Jane Tampubolon
note : ini bukan pengalaman hidup tapi menggambarkan perasaan orang orang yang lagi disakitin sekrang ini :)